Under bad signs we were born Into families that had sworn up and down, they would keep us safe… yeah ok I’m classically sad and I'm inclined to get mad I dwell upon mistakes that I've made It keeps me awake at night The realization that I might Be a drag no one wants to inhale.
When I hurt myself again, yea I hurt myself again when I hurt my self again, I'll pretend it's just an accident Til I hurt myself again, yea I hurt myself again When I hurt myself again, I'll admit I got problems Yea? Show me someone who don’t
Most of the time I’m convinced I survived and thats fine, but it's far from ideal.. but I’ll deal I wish that I had all the things that they have so I could feed this void in my chest But kids are so unkind, to kids of different kinds and I promise I'm not okay… oh wait, that was the other guy.
Just to hurt myself again, yea I hurt myself again when I hurt my self again, I’ll pretend it's just an accident Til I hurt myself again, yea I hurt myself again When I hurt myself again, I'll admit I got problems
One more time I promise to revolve around the sun. Is one more year in servitude enough to pay for all I’ve done? I don’t know. Would you wait for me as I long for you?
No time for giving eulogies. No time for a second chance. No time for mixed apologies. Tonight we’re gold. Tonight we burn down hollywood. Tonight’s our shared last breath. They’ll write about us in history books. No time for giving eulogies. No time for a second chance. No time for mixed apologies. Tonight we’re gold. Tonight we burn down hollywood. Tonight’s our shared last breath. They’ll write about us in history books. Tonight we’re gold. X4
Now you don’t have to accept my fears, but you better respect my fears. And I know I don’t have to explain myself to you, but I might feel better if i try… So (let tell you something…) There’s a part of me that’s not sure if I’m here. Yea, theres a definite part of me that don’t believe in the now. And that’s just the start of it ‘cause I aint convinced you’re all real. There might be an art to it but I don’t think I got the skill.
Bless your heart, but you don’t know how I feel. I’ll do my part, and try to explain. Yea, you might be smart, but you don’t know how this feels. No matter the words in your heart… you can keep em. ‘Cause life is like doing time when you’re dead inside.
I don’t wanna hurt no more, I don't wanna feel like before, I don’t want to settle the score, I don’t wanna die here. I don’t wanna hurt no more, I don’t wanna feel like before. I don’t want to settle the score. I don’t wanna die… Sometimes I get so low that I swear I could cry.
Bless your heart, but you don’t know how I feel. I’ll do my part, and try to explain over and over and over again. Yea, you might be smart, but you can’t know how this feels No matter the words in your heart… you can keep em.
I don’t wanna hurt no more, I don’t wanna feel like before, I don’t want to settle the score, I don’t wanna die here. I don’t wanna hurt no more, I don’t wanna feel like before, I don’t want to settle the score, I don’t wanna die here. I don’t wanna hurt no more, I don’t wanna feel like I did. I just wanna know… I don’t wanna hurt no more, I don’t wanna feel like I did. I just wanna live…
Sometimes I get so low that I swear, baby, I just cant figure out which way is up. And these things that I’m seeing, they combat what I’m feeling. And I just need to know if I’ve really survived.
Our hearts need work, I’m scared we’re born to lose. Tired of acting tough when I should’ve known better. Our words get stuck so we taught ourselves to smile. Yours shines so bright that it makes me shiver.
Just when you thought it cant get worse, always it does. just when you thought I cant get worse, I’m off my meds. I’m wondering is it me, is it me, that made you feel so sad?
お前がこれ以上悪くならないと思う時には、いつもそうだった 俺はこれ以上悪くならないと思う時には、薬を止めてた 俺なのか考えてる、お前を悲しませてたのは俺なのか？ I miss you so much. I miss you sober. I hope you don’t mind… X2 I won’t call. Is it me, is it me, that brings you down? お前が恋しい、お前がいなくてすごく寂しい お前が気にしないでくれるといい 電話はしたくない 俺なのか、俺のせいなのか、お前を落ち込ませるのは俺なのか？
My heart needs work, it does what it wants to do. Keeps falling in love when I should’ve known better. My words get stuck so I taught myself to smile. So sick of us, and I hope I never get better.
